Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Depression

This is Serious Stuff

Depression, yes, ultimately does start by the own person's thoughts, but that doesn't mean it's their fault they have it. They didn't call it upon themselves they didn't ask for it; don't you dare tell me that depression isn't an Illness, because it is.

it is a serious medical illness that affects one’s thoughts, feelings, behavior, mood and physical health

DO YOU SEE! DON'T MAKE IT SEEM LIKE IT'S NOTHING!

If you know someone who is depressed you don't tell them that they should just be "happy".
that won't make things go away. Don't make it seem as though it's their fault. By God, if they reach out to you, DON'T shut them down and tell them you'd leave them if they don't fix their "attitude" DON'T make it seem like they have to go through it alone, like you're leaving and don't get to flying fucks about them.
Maybe you do have the best interest for them, but be careful with your words, because their minds perceive something else.

I've always been hoping that my "depression" is a joke, that it's all in my head, and here is nothing wrong with me, but when someone I once found truly dear to me, told me that I am Depressed, well I guess I just have to face it.
However they didn't handle it the situation too well, and yet again they have left me wondering if our relationship is worth it.
They told me that depression isn't an illness, yes it is mental, but that it isn't an illness To get over it, i should enjoy life, and be less depressive, be more happy. If I couldn't change that, than we can't be friends.

THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT :)
[that was sarcasm, if you couldn't tell]

I'm sorry I just needed to rant about this.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Short and Sweet (way over due)

~NAHS Banquet!~ <3

Today I'm going to talk about the NAHS (National Arts Honor Society) Banquet! It was back in May, so this is obviously over due. I LOVE NAHS, it may be one of the only school clubs that doesn't have drama! We kind of keep to ourselves, give each other ideas, we push each other to be our best. I don't know other clubs claim they don't have drama, to make themselves presentable, but knowing people in those clubs, there IS drama, and lots of it. 

Anywho, our Banquet was formal, and held at the Cheesecake Factory outside of First Colony Mall, so not too far from where I live.


Mrs. Grimm

Trina, Mrs. Grimm, and Senior who graduated

Riya looks like a renaissance princess/maiden, and IDK what Thuy and Trina were doing lol

deco

I was trying to take a picture of the floor, and caught her legs which actual kind of help the photo

This thing made me think of the lord of the rings, and if you have to ask why; you clearly haven't seen the lord of the rings

Menu

BREAD


Hey look, it's me!

that senior, leo, and.. i forgot his name, but we nicknamed him Satan

TRINA!

Water

Bread AND Water


ceiling deco


I forgot her name, and Katherine

people

Jeffrey

Lan, I think is her name

Two coolest art teachers (for the record, only saying this because they're the only ones I've spoken with and was taught by) Mr. Duran and Mrs. Grimm


my fooood <3 lol Mr. Duran ordered the same thing

Cheesecake!

senior, Charles (who I met in summer school recently) and Thuy

more seniors




Mrs. Grimm, seeing a chance and taking it (photo bombing, cutting off Jeffery lol)

I think I have a few more pictures, and if I do, I'll upload when I so please to